I met men who made me laugh. That is such a big thing, you know, to be able to laugh.
'Renassaince' is a perfect example of this. He is funny. And smart. And writes me wonderful poems and emails and he's also a bit 'definite' and not prone to silliness, not really.
But there is something about him that makes him just the right kind of different.
I have been trying to find a name for him, but nothing seems right. So 'Renassaince' it is.
Before I had an idea of who he 'was' I told him I wrote here. I am sure he has read some, if not all, of what I have written so far. Sometimes, I would have preferred that he had read my AFF posts instead. I feel as though they are more cohesive in thought. This place, while 'home' now, isn't following any timeline or pattern.
I have been writing out of order, switching tenses, saving thoughts for other posts. Perhaps being too vague for a new reader to know what I am. Or what I am trying to do.
But, in fairness, only I know what story I am really writing.
And I ask for patience. For myself, from myself, for other...from others.
But this guy, who makes me smile and makes me laugh, well...we will all learn how new relationships take off or don't. I just know that I like what I have seen so far.
He's new. He's multifaceted. He's like a renaissance.